It was so sudden. And random.
He started limping, and refusing to go up the stairs, so we took him to the vet on Monday for 'lethargy'. Of course, by the time we got there, he was jumping around and whining with excitement. (He actually likes the vet. They have squeeze cheese.) So, they did the routine examination, and labs. He had a new tick-borne disease. He's had one for years that presented no symptoms, she they didn't think this would be the cause, but gave us an antibiotic anyways. His ears were full of crap, so they gave us some ear drops. And because they thought he had hip dysplasia, they gave us an anti-inflammatory, fish oil caps, and a joint supplement. All this with the warning not to start everything at once, in case something made him sick, and sent us on our way.
By the time I came home from work Tuesday afternoon he was feeling better enough to jump up on me and leave rows of claw marks to my arm. But he still didn't want to go up the stairs for bed, so K slept on the couch downstairs. But, all seemed fine.
Friday afternoon I came home from work, and he got up to greet me at the door for the first time that week. Nothing seemed unusual until he didn't want to eat dinner. That happens occasionally. K still managed to get the Greenies-coated antibiotics into him.
Saturday morning we went for a walk around the block to sniff things. I left early for a roller derby bout, but K stayed with the dog for several more hours. He was alone for maybe 2 hours before K returned. During that time puked in the only carpeted room in the house. Not much, he still hadn't eaten since Friday morning. He was drinking water like a tanker truck, though. I'm surprised he didn't resort to the toilet.
By Sunday night he still had no interest in food, or treats. He hadn't taken his meds in 2 days. He stopped pooping. We scheduled another visit with the vet for Monday.
One week.
It was a cold, rainy day, of course. The vet hardly recognized Bay as the same dog. He had lost 7 pounds. He had a fever and was listless. No need to muzzle him. They wanted a urine sample. The poor tech followed us around the parking lot with her tray. He always looks like he's sniffing out a good spot, but he's only ever sniffing. They resorted to a catheter. This time his labs were terrible. I was so glad they drew labs the week before to have something to compare. However, they still had no idea what was causing the problem.
$900 later we were off to the Hope Center with a blood sample and an x-ray cd. He wouldn't come out of the car. He put up a good fight. I managed to drag him out backwards, with some incontinence and bloody snorting. Once out of the car, he walked normally to the front door.
They put him in a padded crate, in the main care center. They let me come in and say goodbye. He got up, painfully, when he saw me come in. I tried to tell him to stay down. I was sent home with over $2000 in upfront costs and an empty dog collar.
Tuesday went by without fuss.
Wednesday I got a call at work from the vet asking me if Bayram had been taking his antibiotics all week even though he hadn't been eating. I said yes, we usually managed to get a pill down, if nothing else. She seemed discouraged by this answer. When prodded, it was because the antibiotics were the only real treatment option, and if he had been getting it all along, it obviously wasn't working. They had done an ultrasound, and found nodules on his spleen, but they couldn't do a biopsy, because he had no platelets. He'd bleed out.
K and I went that evening to the Hope Center to see Bay, and talk to the vet. She told us that even with unlimited funds and time, we would probably never get our 'bouncy puppy' back. Mostly, because they still could not determine the cause of his deterioration.
They brought him into the exam room. We called to him at the door, but he looked the other way. When he saw us, he just looked exhausted. He flopped half onto the bed in the middle of the room, and lay there as we fawned over him.
...
It's been almost
2 years since I started this post that I couldn't finish. It was/is still too painful. It was a long, cold, lonely winter without my pup-pup.
Facebook reminded me of this anniversary. I'm not going to go into any further details, other than I know Bayram is happy, wherever he is, chasing the squirrels.
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and in no way reflect the opinions of anyone or anything else.
That would be stupid.
Saturday, November 12, 2016
Tuesday, March 29, 2016
Just Sayin....
I don't think it's fair to have to give up things I enjoy, to pay for another college degree, to get hired for a job that I've done in the past.
Saturday, October 19, 2013
Another girl was injured at practice tonight. Coach thinks the other
skaters are gunning for us. I don't know. We do seem to have a lot of
bad juju lately. Regardless, I'd better get my act together. We're down
enough people that I'll be skating at the championships whether I'm
ready or not...
...here I come...
Thursday, August 8, 2013
A Short Rant on a Topic That has Consumed My Life
Some people may know by this point that I have a nasty looking rash on my legs. After a variety of medical opinions, tests, meds, and biopsies, it was determined to be..... dermatitis.
No duh.
At first I thought it was hives. Or possibly related to grasses, since it started at the end of last August. At that point, my entire body was just plain itchy, and scratching would cause large welts to appear.
But one morning I woke up to blood splattered sheets, that apparently came from my elbow. Again, I thought it was something benign. I spend a lot of time resting on my elbows, reading, knitting, playing video games, I thought it was just irritated. But it never went away.
Then, another spot appeared above my ankle, about the size of a nickel. I thought it was a scratch, or a bug bite. It looked pretty bad. I tried neosporin, hydrocortisone cream, benadryl, just about anything I had lying around the house. Every time the spots started to clear up, they would start to itch like crazy, and then I scratched them open again.
Actually, I've had this problem long enough, I can't even really remember the early details.
A nurse I work with said the ankle and elbow looked like eczema, but the rest was something different. The allergist I work for, and the dermatologist all said the same thing. But all the areas started out looking the same, kind of like acne, but on my legs. Nope, 2 spots are eczema, the rest is something different, they all said.
The most common answer I was given was bug bites. Surely my dog has fleas, or we have bed bugs or dust mites in our house/bed. Ew. No, the dog does not have fleas, at least according to the vet. And if it was in the bed, wouldn't K have it too? Not that I wish this upon anyone.
So, I stopped taking antihistamines long enough to be skin tested. Lo and behold! I'm allergic to grasses and trees. Not really that surprising. What was surprising was that I was not allergic to dust mites, dog, cat, molds, or cockroach. I have lived some very sketchy places.
As a perk of working for an allergist, I can get allergy immunotherapy, i.e. allergy shots. It's been 8 months. I was hoping that by now I would have some relief. Maybe I do? Who knows? All I know it that it's hot and humid, and every day I wear shorts or a skirt (which is almost every day) I get a shocked look and an "Oh my god! What happened to your legs?" Granted, I did fall in March and have a beautiful brown scar across my left shin, but it too is becoming red and bumpy from the rash.
Okay, so lets see, I've tried antibiotics, antihistamines, $300 topical steroids (okay, just the samples), not shaving, every kind of thick body lotion, antibacterial soap, allergy shots... Everything short of moving to the arctic. Well, that, and giving up roller derby, which requires sweating for hours in spandex and neoprene. But I have stopped wearing the tights and knee socks.
One of the doctors I work with thought I should stop eating grains, for at least 2 weeks, because I have such a high grass sensitivity. I wasn't able to ask her which one in particular, but after a few Google searches another nurse found quite an extensive list of cereals a person with grass allergies may be sensitive to. Here is a sample;
Wheat
Oats
Rye
Barley
Rice
Corn
Two weeks. If this doesn't work I suppose next I can try cutting dairy, or eggs, or nuts, or soy out of my diet. If nothing else, I'll probably lose some weight.
No duh.
At first I thought it was hives. Or possibly related to grasses, since it started at the end of last August. At that point, my entire body was just plain itchy, and scratching would cause large welts to appear.
But one morning I woke up to blood splattered sheets, that apparently came from my elbow. Again, I thought it was something benign. I spend a lot of time resting on my elbows, reading, knitting, playing video games, I thought it was just irritated. But it never went away.
Then, another spot appeared above my ankle, about the size of a nickel. I thought it was a scratch, or a bug bite. It looked pretty bad. I tried neosporin, hydrocortisone cream, benadryl, just about anything I had lying around the house. Every time the spots started to clear up, they would start to itch like crazy, and then I scratched them open again.
Actually, I've had this problem long enough, I can't even really remember the early details.
A nurse I work with said the ankle and elbow looked like eczema, but the rest was something different. The allergist I work for, and the dermatologist all said the same thing. But all the areas started out looking the same, kind of like acne, but on my legs. Nope, 2 spots are eczema, the rest is something different, they all said.
The most common answer I was given was bug bites. Surely my dog has fleas, or we have bed bugs or dust mites in our house/bed. Ew. No, the dog does not have fleas, at least according to the vet. And if it was in the bed, wouldn't K have it too? Not that I wish this upon anyone.
So, I stopped taking antihistamines long enough to be skin tested. Lo and behold! I'm allergic to grasses and trees. Not really that surprising. What was surprising was that I was not allergic to dust mites, dog, cat, molds, or cockroach. I have lived some very sketchy places.
As a perk of working for an allergist, I can get allergy immunotherapy, i.e. allergy shots. It's been 8 months. I was hoping that by now I would have some relief. Maybe I do? Who knows? All I know it that it's hot and humid, and every day I wear shorts or a skirt (which is almost every day) I get a shocked look and an "Oh my god! What happened to your legs?" Granted, I did fall in March and have a beautiful brown scar across my left shin, but it too is becoming red and bumpy from the rash.
Okay, so lets see, I've tried antibiotics, antihistamines, $300 topical steroids (okay, just the samples), not shaving, every kind of thick body lotion, antibacterial soap, allergy shots... Everything short of moving to the arctic. Well, that, and giving up roller derby, which requires sweating for hours in spandex and neoprene. But I have stopped wearing the tights and knee socks.
One of the doctors I work with thought I should stop eating grains, for at least 2 weeks, because I have such a high grass sensitivity. I wasn't able to ask her which one in particular, but after a few Google searches another nurse found quite an extensive list of cereals a person with grass allergies may be sensitive to. Here is a sample;
Wheat
Oats
Rye
Barley
Rice
Corn
Two weeks. If this doesn't work I suppose next I can try cutting dairy, or eggs, or nuts, or soy out of my diet. If nothing else, I'll probably lose some weight.
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